A little feeling

I feel lonely, but theres people all around me
I want to cry, but no tears will come out
I want to scream, but have no one hear me
I can feel, but feel nothing at all, just numb inside.

I know He's there, yet it doesnt feel the same
Everythings going great, but doesn't feel as well
I want to draw closer, I want to draw near
But whats holding me back after all these years.

I've never felt this struggle
Its so different inside
The past just keeps haunting me
But from all of it, I just cant hide.