A Love Hate thing

I HATE when you wake up one morning and you look like complete crap, and you know its unfixable.
I HATE when you wake up with the feeling that it is impossible for something good to happen, and that you only feel like it is going to be an awful mellow day.
I HATE when you can't control your thoughts about one person, and all you can do is think of them, and it aches.
I HATE when the person you want to trust the most, is actually the person that you can only trust the least.
I HATE that when there is a problem or something is bothering you, you can talk about it for hours straight, but feel like nothing has been let out
I HATE knowing that life will get better, but yet feeling hopeless aside from that fact.
I HATE that I make my relationship with God so much harder than it should be.
I HATE the kind of decisions I make when it comes to guys.
I HATE feeling like how I feel now.


I LOVE sitting out under the stars, and seeing His magnificent creation.
I LOVE sitting in the middle of a field at 1am, laughing at the most ridiculous things, while trying to move the clouds with absolute mind power.
I LOVE knowing that if I have faith in God, He will make things work to protect me.
I LOVE knowing that I never have to return to highschool.
I LOVE knowing that God does have someone saved for me.
I LOVE to be able to run, and have nothing hold you back.
I LOVE when everything leaves your mind, giving you a moments peace, making you feel invincible.
I LOVE how God works.
I LOVE knowing that I have people in my life I can put my trust in, who are wise and love God.
I LOVE knowing that there is a plan set for me in the future, and I dont even know it yet.
I LOVE knowing that I can make a difference.