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I don't think I have cried as hard as I cried tonight - while driving. Finding out what I found out and talking to her about it brought so many fears and so much pain to the surface. When I stopped at Starbucks on the way home, one of the ladys - super nice might I say - noticed my eyes were all red and started loudly asking if I was ok and if I had been crying. I of coursed answered honestly with an "I was" with a forced smerk. Oh and did I mention that there were other people around. Embarrassing, but it made me laugh - so thats always good. But the drink was might tasty!

Recent discovery: Starbucks is awesome!

I should be getting my guitar in the next two days. I can't wait to start playing. Nails will always have to be short and fingers may get rough and painful...BUT ITS WORTH IT!