I Dont Care

Who thought I would get to a point where I just dont care.
I would like to blame it on everything that is going on - but I alone know that one is responsible for their own choice. Obviously I can't withstand the temptation and I can't stand firm through this mess.
I do not know what to think anymore nor what to do.
That is why I get the feeling that I will do anything cause I just... dont... care....
And even though I know that to have such a careless attitude is wrong - it just doesn't matter anymore. That is how much I really dont care..

Im sorry