Slips

It is an awful feeling when you feel as though every single important person in your life isn't there for you. It seems as though every one is so involved in their own world - it is annoying.
It makes it hard to know who you want to turn to - since there really isn't anyone there when you turn. Even the last person you'd expect - isn't there.

Courage and strength keeps getting harder to find. Yet it is my own stupidity that makes it harder because the most important One in my life keeps slipping my mind. Lord why do I keep forgetting you? Why is my trust minimizing? Iam determined to change it - but it slips my mind in the most troubled times.