Missing the internet - pathetic

So life feels good. I feel more at peace and I feel like there is less drama going on - which is great!
I had a missions trip come into oppurtunity. Come January, I could mission in Mexico till May. If it's God's will it will happen. - I have had the house to myself the last few days! Of course there has been no cable, phone or internet - stupid service has been down - I had to use someone elses computer to keep up with messages and a few blogs here and there. I miss the internet, how pathetic. Overall, things seem to be picking up. I feel like my feelings/emotions are in more control towards people. I've been reading more too; I Kings, Twilight and Harry Potter - all great reading. It kinda sucks not being able to put other time into a blog but updates, but other stuff can wait.